Lil Nas X - VOID

Hello, friend from the road
I wanted to write a note
To let you know that, all in all, it ain't all what it seems
I feel like I've hit a low
One I've never hit before
Lately, I been feelin' small as the salt in the sea
Oh, there's so much to do in so little of time
I feel like I fell a little behind
Hold up, hold up, hold up
It seems so out of reach to place upon the bay
Whoever thought I'd get there anyway?
Hold up, hold up, hold up
I find it hard to get
Way too hard to live
Tell me what you know
Now before I go
Oh, blue, I roll for you
To say I'm gonna run away from home
Oh, blue, I love you too
But today I'm gonna run away from home
Oh, I weep through the night
Can't find a love who loves me the same
Or as much as you do
Hold up, hold up, hold up
Oh, I reach out my hand, open the door
See, I'm more than what everyone tells me
Hold up, hold up, hold up
See, I'm gettin' tired of the way I been livin'
I'd rather die than to live with these feelings
Stuck in this world where there's so much to prove
Every win gives you more room to lose
It's too many ups and downs on the ride
I'm spendin' all them dark amounts of time
Trapped in the lonely, loner life
Lookin' for lover on the night
I find it hard to get
Way too hard to live
Tell me what you know
Now before I go
Oh, blue, I roll for you
To say I'm gonna run away from home
Oh, blue, I love you too
But today I'm gonna run away from home
Away from home, oh-ooh
Today, I'm gonna run away
Today, I'm gonna run away